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Monday, June 27, 2011
Let it be know that I will be joining a 12-step process because of my unhealthy addiction to these things:
I'm telling you, bloggy world so that I can be held accountable! I had my last one last night and it was so wonderful. But I cannot do it anymore. They are amazing, yes. They taste so good, yes. But I cannot let them control my life anymore. I've tried to limit them. I've tried to balance them. But unfortunately my reality has become all or none, so I choose none.
I hate the way they make me feel. I hate their hold over me. I hate that I can't just have one. I hate that it has come to this. But I know my limits and I know where I am weak. So they best thing is to simply remove them from my life (again).
I know I am capable. I've done it twice before. Once lasting 8 months. This past time 3 and a half months. This time, it's for good. I'm moving on. I value my health more than simple pleasure for the moment. I value my sanity and the control I must exhibit over my life. So I'm taking my life back and I'm saying goodbye. Never to look back.